I am not sure if I really have anything I want to say....... well. nothing really important I guess.

Well, I guess I can talk about how I have decided that I REALLY NEED to LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!! I mean really. I have never been this heavy, except when I was pregnant, but even than it was not okay. I need to lose 60 lbs to be at the high end of a healthy weight for someone my height. So I need to do it. Now!! I really hate that I am winded by the time I get to the top of the stairs. I hate how I look in the mirror, and I hate how Larry looks at me. I mean he does not look at me in a bad way, but more indifferently. I want him to look at me and say/think, "Damn she looks good," and then want to rip off my clothes. Granted I would hope he would have some self control, but I want him to not be able to keep his hands off of me. I says he loves me just the way I am, but I want him to want me to better myself. I guess if that makes sense at all.

So this is my confession time:

"Hello, my name is Jennifer and I have a weight problem,
I currently weigh 252 lbs and I need to lose 60 lbs to be healthy.
My measurements are as follows; bust: 44 inches, waist 47 inches and
hips 51 inches. My goes is to lose 20lbs (safely) but May 24, 2009"

I really need to do this. I hope I can lose most if not all the 60lbs in a year. Cross my fingers!

Wish me luck.

Signed,

Coming clean...