A very very busy weekend

It was a crazy weekend, too crazy for my liking and I have never been so excited for a Monday. This was really the last weekend we had to finish anything big on the house. We are listing June 2, so we have to get done. Just thinking about all we have to do, makes me sweat. We have to take many more loads to the storage unit, I have 2 closets, the office, and baseboards to paint and touch up. I have to have my house cleaned top to bottom, all by Friday or Sunday to have pictures taken to go on MLS by Monday. And again, I am blogging instead of doing any of the above list. Tonight I have to for sure have my floors washed in and my upstairs put back together for Grayson in the morning. Too bad my house is a death trap. Oh well. Hopefully won't be here for too much longer. All of this will pay off, when we get the keys to our house. Cross my fingers and toes.

In all the craziness I have to take Evan to do something fun this week and really work at socializing him. It is not that he doesn't like it or that I have to force him, I have to force myself. I am not good with new people or things. IT really causes me a lot of anxiety and stress. The idea of sending Evan to preschool makes me sick to my stomach. I am sure he would have a blast, but I have too many worst case scenarios running through my head. I guess that I just worry he will be rejected by the other kids or that he will be a bully and get kicked out and have no friends. I know this a crazy and dramatic (beacuse he is a very likeable kid) but these are my concerns. SO back to the initial point, I have made myself promise that I will take Evan, atleast, once a week to socialize and to teach social skills. Although from watching him with other children at the park, he does have more than some. Yea, victory!!

Rain Rain go away!!

IT is hard to believe how fast life happens. It has been a very very busy couple of years for us, in the span of 3 years, we got married, had a baby boy, bought a house, had baby girl and are now building a new house. Insane!! We are just trying to put some finishing touches on our current house to sell it, so it has been a very busy time. Between trying to entertain a very active and very smart 2 year old and continually feeding a growing 3 and a half year old, there is not much time to clean my house, finish painting my house or pee for that matter. I guess I could be using this time to clean or throw a load of laundry in the wash, but this is more fun. And life is much moe fun when it feels like your head is going to blow up.

The rain is not helping. It makes it harder to entertain the active/smart 2 year old (who has decided he does not need to nap) when you have to keep him in the house and continually ask him to not touch the paint, the baseboards, the thousands of nails and screws that seem to be floating around the house, it makes for a long day for both of us. Just thinking about it makes me tired.

Larry is back full force and won't be done until close to Christmas, so the craziness is not going to stop. Gone are the days when we used to excitedly wake up to see rain and lovingly say "Rain Day!!" and crawl back into bed. But I guess bills need to be paid.

Thanks for reading my little rants.