Sunday, May 25, 2008

A very very busy weekend

It was a crazy weekend, too crazy for my liking and I have never been so excited for a Monday. This was really the last weekend we had to finish anything big on the house. We are listing June 2, so we have to get done. Just thinking about all we have to do, makes me sweat. We have to take many more loads to the storage unit, I have 2 closets, the office, and baseboards to paint and touch up. I have to have my house cleaned top to bottom, all by Friday or Sunday to have pictures taken to go on MLS by Monday. And again, I am blogging instead of doing any of the above list. Tonight I have to for sure have my floors washed in and my upstairs put back together for Grayson in the morning. Too bad my house is a death trap. Oh well. Hopefully won't be here for too much longer. All of this will pay off, when we get the keys to our house. Cross my fingers and toes.

In all the craziness I have to take Evan to do something fun this week and really work at socializing him. It is not that he doesn't like it or that I have to force him, I have to force myself. I am not good with new people or things. IT really causes me a lot of anxiety and stress. The idea of sending Evan to preschool makes me sick to my stomach. I am sure he would have a blast, but I have too many worst case scenarios running through my head. I guess that I just worry he will be rejected by the other kids or that he will be a bully and get kicked out and have no friends. I know this a crazy and dramatic (beacuse he is a very likeable kid) but these are my concerns. SO back to the initial point, I have made myself promise that I will take Evan, atleast, once a week to socialize and to teach social skills. Although from watching him with other children at the park, he does have more than some. Yea, victory!!

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